2017-05-10 Anxious without Anxiety

I will level with you all, this week was a slow one in terms of investigators. Where did they all go?? Can I get some consistency in my mission?? Two weeks we are swimming in investigator appointments....next week we literally can't get in contact with any of them haha. Florence.   

Haha just kidding, we just love the people so much here!! And life is busy sometimes and anyways we just keep on serving and keep on loving anyways. We did get to see a few member families so that was good :) and our investigator came to church! Norca! She's so small and always wears baggy clothing so you can't even tell that she's pregnant. I ask her how the baby is and she says "enormous!" And I'm like, "where?" Haha. 

A member also returned home from his mission on Tuesday...he's really well liked and therefore with his homecoming party and everything, we saw a lot of less-actives come out of the woodworks. This ward is so incredible in the way that the members can honestly do a lot more for certain less-actives than we can because they're all just friends with each other, active members or not. We should all be like that! Jesus Christ called us His friends and He loved us even when we didn't accept his message.

Anyways, at mission council in Milano our president talked about being anxious without anxiety. That is so hard for me and very well may be the lesson of my mission because I just don't know how to do it! It's like they're the same thing for me. I had a big long talk with my companion about it too because she's a lot like me and we both realized that we don't know how to be anxious without anxiety. I sort of live off of anxiety. It's my fuel. It's also my fuel to things like an early death, probably. So, here's hoping that God can help me with this one haha. Heaven knows I need it.

But seriously seeing Norca in church and a couple other less-actives has helped me keep afloat. It's not the first slow week I've ever had and we still kept positive and kept busy! :) I love you all. Sorry for the sort of lame blog post. Have a good week all

After the museum treat

Newly bound scriptures in Italian Leather

A few museum pics

Mission Leadership Council in Milano 

Young, Younce, Smedley, and Arndt

Role Reversal

2017-05-03 Bellissima!

Wwooowwww this last week was bellissima!!!

I didn't realize it in the moment. In the moment, I was satisfied with one little miracle but then I was always wanting to do more. Sorella Arndt, chill out! It wasn't until district meeting where my companion and I spewed out all the amazing things that had happened during the week that I realized how dope this last week was. So, so dope!

So, instead of recounting a singular story, I would like to just explain my week point-by-point. Get ready for an Amazing Week in the Life of a Missionary in Italy play-by-play.

So, at the end of pday last week we were on scambio so we got to hit up two different people at the same time. That's the plus side of scambio! The downside is trying to get the appointments set up in the first place!

So Sorella Smedley went to a less-active named Myriam. They read the story of Peter walking on water and then played a distraction game with her to make the point of keeping our focus on Christ, regardless of distractions in life and how we can keep our focus. I heard it was a really good lesson.

Meanwhile, Sorella Ruby and I went to visit a Jehovah's Witness who called us and wanted to meet with us. This is the third time we've seen her and we had a good, long discussion where we dug up deep doctrine and said simply, "this is how it is." She likes to tear the Book of Mormon apart based on historical ground, but I felt a prompting at the end of the lesson and I asked her if she has prayed about the Book at all. She said no, and I told her that if she is looking for all the reasons that the Book of Mormon isn't true, then she will find them and that will be her answer. But I know the Book of Mormon is true and that kind of knowledge comes through the Spirit. It was kinda dope, I felt pretty bold.

Thursday, Slla Smedley got lost-ish :( while Slla Ruby and I went to a park to have a lesson with an investigator, Leyder. He's super great and said yes to a soft bap invite!! He's still really hard to get ahold of though, so I guess it just requires some persistence.

Then, because we had extra time, we were out street contacting which isn't necessarily something I'm a fan of but hey, I'm not a perfect planner and so it was still too early to head home. So we start talking to this lady and we find out she lives in Slla Ruby's area and totally invited them over! What?! Meanwhile, this other lady is listening in on our conversation and nodding her head. After the conversation ends, she invites us into a caffe and orders us water. We chat, get her number and address, then at the end of our meeting she asked us if we could pray together. Yes, Pilar. Yes we can.

Then after lunch, Slla Smedley went to another investigator's house, Carolina, who has a little boy. The lesson went over soo well and Slla Smedley talked about how even if she was Christian, she literally didn't even know who Moses was. She said, "I'm sorry I don't know this stuff! That's why I want to keep meeting with you." Us, too, Carolina. Us, too.

Meanwhile Sorella Ruby and I had a lesson with a member on a bench outside of the main cathedral in Florence. We had invited her to bring a friend a while back and...she did!! Her friend wholly lacked enthusiasm but that's ok because Sorella Ruby, who has never met this member before, found something during personal study for the lesson that wasn't necessarily what we had planned for but we both liked. We got there, unexpected friend shows up, I tell slla Ruby that we are changing the lesson plan, Betty asks us what our message is, for some reason we decide to share this random message on prayer anyways. IT WAS PERFECT. She started crying!! It was exactly for her. When she found out that Sorella Ruby had picked it she said, "you?? You?? You don't even know me! We don't even know each other!" That's the power of the Spirit!

Friday we met with this Pilar lady. The Spirit was so strong! She's the sort of person who loves Jesus so much that she gives out Bible's to people. She is just phenomenal. She told us that the day before she met us, she had been praying to be able to find someone like us. O my gosh. Here we are. So we read verses from the Book of Mormon about missionary work because she said the people here are so closed and sometimes she wants to quit but we encouraged her to keep going and being amazing and she said ok. Miracle!

Then on Saturday we met with our Italian investigator, Maria. She has loved meeting with us because she loves us but we don't think she's really understood our purpose. So we went over today and sat and talked to her two boys in English for like, :45 because Maria's friend came over and so they were chatting while she was making us tea (typical Italy). We went to see if we could give her a hand because we had to leave soon and she didn't realize that we don't just go hang out with people for 3-4 hours at a time. So we got sat down with our ginger tea and started teaching. We were sort of nervous about laying down the restoration because she didn't seem like she would be expecting it. Well, we taught it and the Spirit was so strong. So strong, that at the end of the lesson we asked her that if she hypothetically knew that this message was true, would she be baptized? And our die-hard, Florentine, catholic Italian said yes. Wow. #Spirit. So hopefully things continue going well with her.

Then after we had a frisbee activity and the best part besides a couple non-members showing up was that I got to play frisbee for the first time in almost a year. Yess.

Sunday we had a dope lesson with one of my favorite members, Jan! We have this idea of doing an art show in church and since she's an amazing artist, we asked her thoughts on it. She fed us Filipino food and we showed her this older video of a family doing missionary work through simple actions and we talked about how inviting people to get to know the gospel is one of the most "ti voglio bene" acts of love of all.

Monday (are you you getting tired yet?)! Monday we were supposed to have five appointments. Insane! But then it rained and, if you know anything about Italians, you know that that means nothing is gonna go your way as missionaries. So in the end we only got 2/5 because the other three cancelled (on account of the rain factor) but we got to have a really touching lesson with this older member. Basically she had been housing a less-active family and excuse the terminology but they sort of screwed her over because she has such a good heart. So we read verses on charity and she cried and said they were for her and we encouraged her to always have a giving heart and to be wise. It was really good that we went there. 

After that, we had lunch with a member whose son came home from his mission yesterday and my companion threw up at the table because beans and fish just don't agree with her! And we both got back massages so it was a fun lunch! Hahahaha

Yesterday (you're so close to the end haha)...yesterday we had district meeting and celebrated the fact that all six of us are staying because we love our district. We're probably a little too close to each other, tbh, but va beh we're all stoked. 

Afterwards, we went to meet Peter at the train station with like, half the ward to welcome him home and it was really happy but also really sad because this is the family whose father/husband died about three months ago. So it was happy because he was home but sad because they weren't all together. But we are happy he's home. He was a stellar missionary, I actually got to meet him when he came home briefly to say goodbye to his father.

Then we had another lesson with Pilar that went pretty good. We tried to explain the restoration, she doesn't believe in a true church but we told her how much we love her and she wants us to come over again :)

AND THAT'S IT, FOLKS. HOPE YOU MADE IT TO THE END AND FELT THE SAME JOY OF RECEIVING ALL THESE BLESSINGS THAT I DID. 

THE LESSON I LEARNED IS THAT I NEED TO APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE MORE INSTEAD OF ALWAYS WANTING MORE. IT'S HARD BECAUSE AS MISSIONARIES, THE HARDEST DAYS ARE DAYS WITHOUT LESSONS BUT DANG IT LESSONS HAPPENED THIS WEEK AND THEY WERE BELLISSIME. 

ALSO, TRANSFER NEWS. LIKE I SAID, WE'RE ALL STAYING THE SAME. SAME COMPANION, SAME CITY. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR INTEREST. HAVE A GOOD WEEK.

Jill loves her backrubs

The disagreeable fish and beans

Evidence of a cold for Jill

2017-04-26 Mayo Blood

*despairingly* "My resurrected body is gonna have mayo blood!"

Lol so so much happened this week! We saw:

Investigator Carolina from Venezuela

Investigator Elizabeth from Peru 

Member/less active/less active's chef boyfriend/inactive family Larrain

A mad classical music concert that had our stress levels going through the roof (more on this later)

A whole sad day of bidone's that ended with eating the best lasagna of my life with Bishop's family and watching the new Star Wars trailer as well as a bunch of their home videos

A gelato festival with our inactive girl friend :)

So, what should I elaborate on?? Let's talk about mayo blood and stressful concerts! So, this all happened on Sunday! We have church from 9:30-12:30 and it was wayy good! There's this less-active who literally - literally one Sunday she raised her hand in relief society and admitted that she avoids the missionaries' calls sometimes and me and Sorella Garcia just looked at each other like, "awesome." Anyways, we had a meeting with our RS Pres and she told us she's worried about this sister and to try to contact her. Well, she wasn't joking! She literally just ignores our calls. Fortunately, we have members who don't have their heads buried in the sand dunes of missionary work and sometimes see things in ways we don't. So I remembered one time a member told me to just send a little scripture to this different inactive and not ask to see her or anything. So we tried that, and she responded!! A few days later for Easter we sent out a Happy Easter text and she responded to that, too!! Then, she came to church this week!! She said we could see her next week!! She said she would pick up the phone when I pushed her on that point! Church miracles!

Our investigator Norca from Peru also came to sacrament meeting!! Such a good church service. But it was afterwards that the concert and mayo come in.

So, there is approximately one trained opera singer in every ward I've served in because this is Italy. And the music director for the stake had some connections at a conservatory close to Florence, so he got some non-member musicians to agree to come play piano, guitar, flute, and sing for a concert in our church! As part of this concert, the missionaries were to sing a round of hymns with our ward's token ex-opera singer. He's this super old guy, just like, super old, the sort of old guy who's just nice and buys all the missionaries a bunch of packaged sandwiches so they can eat lunch in church instead of going home and then coming back. 

...packaged mayo sandwiches!

The ratio was like, 3 parts mayo to every 1 part meat option. And that was it. Bless his heart he is such a good man. And we were all starving bc church is exhausting but I seriously could only handle one sandwich. Lol. And my companion absolutely hates mayo and so as we were walking home after the stressful concert, she said, "My resurrected body is gonna have mayo blood!" So, so funny.

The concert itself was great. It was stressful because one of our members brought three small children?? Why?? So, obviously we want to make a good impression to our non-member guests, right? Because a lot of their friends came, too, to watch them play. But instead this is what happened. Just imagine all this during what would have been an otherwise riveting and breath-taking concert:

Constant flow of whispering on the front row

Constant flow of one little boy punching the other in the stomach

Little toddler girl constantly wandering around and adults having to get up and bring her back

Little toddler girl rolling around on the floor as far as touching the piano that was being played in that very moment

Box of colored pencils falling loudly on the floor

Box of colored pencils falling loudly on the floor a second time

Little toddler girl running very energetically from the front of the room back out multiple times

All of this followed by an explanation of baptism for the dead as part of the closing comments of the concert. All of us missionaries afterwards had to like, therapy each other and talk about the large array of emotions we felt during those two hours. Everything from "I want to die" to "haha" to " is this actually happening right now?" Amazingly, these non-members took it all in stride. We chatted with the pianist's roommate after, asked about if he's religious (non-practicing catholic, we are not surprised folks). We told him he should go to church again and he was like, "I know, I know! I want to but I just don't haha." We got to talking about the Book of Mormon and he even accepted a copy and then also accepted an invitation to come to our church! Then the Anziani had been talking to the pianist himself and he agreed to help them with a musical number next week during church so that's looking like two new college-age, super dope investigators for our Anziani! The other companionship also got a couples' number so all-in-all it was a really big success.

Lots of other good things happened this week like discussing how to have more unity when we teach, finding people on buses who would listen to our message, and we have a packed week ahead of us! The mission is great, I love it and I love the Lord for telling me I need to go. I also love my family and anyone else who is taking time out of their life to read about a sister missionary's missionary experiences in Italy. Life is good.

Transfer calls come this Saturday, will I stay or will I go?? I think I will stay. Have a good week, all!

2017-04-19 Easter Goodness

Hello everybody! How's it going? Everything is just peachy here in Italia. We are on a train right now headed to Cinque Terre. If you've never heard of it before, feel free to search that one on google images. Dream pday. But, even the normal missionary days here feel like dreams, too. Nightmares? Nah, haha, I'm just kidding. Good dreams.

This week was Easter! Before Sunday, we had multiple appointments with members. Dream! Really good lessons, too. We were not able to seen any of our investigators?? Not for lack of trying, though...they just weren't responding to their phones...kind of a nightmare...I was taking it really personally because it felt like it was my fault, even if I had done everything in my power to see these people. But then, God knew that we were feeling down, so he threw us a bone! A couple bones, actually .  

First of all, we had Easter with a family in our ward. I absolutely love this family. They're the sort of people that you can joke with and have fun with even though there's a little language barrier. They made us amazing food that we ate so much of, and we talked about everything from where we're from to their old mission stories to the Simpsons. There are three companionships of missionaries here, and we were there with one other companionship. At the end of the dinner, they gave each companionship a big chocolate Easter egg as if we were their children. We opened them up, shared the chocolate, laughed and talked some more, and shared the Easter message with them about the Prince of Peace. It was really nice to feel like I was at home with family, even if I wasn't actually home and they aren't really my family. 

So aside from that fun little excursion from mission life norms, we had two WAYY cool experiences this week! Aside from English class, a ward activity, and less-active pass-by's, we had two appointments with two new (for us) investigators! So we were passing by a less-active named Tessy during Pasquetta because one day of Easter is not enough days for Italians. So, it was Monday and she wasn't at home. So we had some time before we had our next thing so we decided to look at our handy map and see if there was anyone else we could pass by before heading to the church. So we found a house close by and decided to go ring their intercom. We did so, and a couple kids run out to the balcony a couple floors up. A man came to the railing and starts yelling down to us, asking us who we are. So, we yell back that we are missionaries. And he yells back, who? And we yell back, the missionaries. And we yell, we are looking for Cabezas, is he here? And he doesn't understand. And so we yell, can we come up? And he buzzes us up and I can't believe that for the third time in my mission, someone is going to let us into their house. 

So when we get up there, it's the wife who greets us, not the husband. We got to sit and chat wit her for a while, all the while her little 2-year-old, Cristian, is running from his room to the kitchen with all his toys, some of which he loudly plays while we are talking and others he just lays on our laps. So cute. So it turns out that this woman's uncle and his family are an active family in the ward that I obviously know bc I've been here for months. We get to talking and, despite the fact that she doesn't even frequent her own church, she agrees to come to our church this Sunday!  and we're going to meet with her again on Friday!! I mean, who just lets you into their house and then agrees to come to your church all in one fell swell?? Did I spell that figure of speech right?? Anyways, there was more to the conversation than I'm explaining obviously. She said her husband wasn't interested but we talked about the Prince of Peace and learning these principles of peace for her son's sake as well. It was so guided by the Spirit, even if we were clueless at first. A cool thing was that we asked her what she saw in her cousins that she didn't see in other boys and she said that they are really calm, have this peace, and are good, moral kids! If it wasn't for them and their example, the whole conversation would have been different. So remember that the example you set and the morals you live by do influence others. And if you choose right, it can influence them for the better. Like Jesus! So cool.

The other thing was an appointment with an investigator named Carolina who we had an appointment with once this transfer but then she bidone'd us. This time she came!! We went out in the pouring rain but dang it, we were determined! We went to a caffe and talked about faith. It was a really cool experience, she is really awesome, we are seeing her on Friday and baptizing her on Sunday. Just kidding haha, but seriously I'm so grateful for God for sending us these amazing people to work with! All-in-all it was a good week and I'm glad I'm a missionary. Have a good week, I love you all. Buena settimana

Easter Goodies

Easter Dinner